At the end of another year of dealing with LS I have decided to do a reflection of my progress so far. Some of the links and techniques mentioned may be of some use to fellow LS sufferers. Be warned, this will be a long "journal" of my progress through the year and shall be a little boring, even to the author.
My new year's resolution was to cure LS, and maybe loose some weight along the way. I accomplished the second.
The first major happening of the year was that it was the last semester of Senior year, yes, of high school. I was signed up for weight training, health and trig(which got canceled so I got stuck with teacher's aid). Anyway, weight training was one of the best classes I took, I got in shape and it was a great stress reliever.
Very soon into the semester while searching this website I came across Tapping, also known as EFT or Emotional Freedom Technique. I am sure I have mentioned that to all of you (some say spammed) but I shall post the links again here. EFT was beginning to open me up, for I had closed myself off for so long. I started with "approach anxiety" and "Ex girlfriend cleanse" (which is supposed to be used on any girl that has hurt you, including your mom). I felt something happening, a loosening of the terrible fear that I had held onto for so long. Soon I was a little more free from the paralyzing anxiety of LS. I bought Magnus' E-Book and worked through a lot of issues. Tapped through so much that I can't even remember now, now that it's gone.
Here are some links:
and for the advanced tapper: http://tappingcourse.com/the-tapping-course.html
I find the "community" (PUA community) and begin soaking up the information like a sponge... It gets me into more trouble than it is worth. No there won't be any links.
I go to DeVry, to begin summer classes, and meet whatshername...
I fight off any feelings for her until I cannot any longer, and tell her how I feel (this is rejection #1)
1st I say something horrible and whatshername and I don't talk for a month. (rejection #2)
I decide I have to "fix" things with her and begin to. I discover binaural beats, which help to alter brainwaves, promising anxiety relief in the Delta binaural.
you can download some here, just BE WARNED do not use if you have epilepsy!
These helped the final leg of my journey.
I was trying to win her so much and was feeling absolutely miserable for most of both of them.(rejection #3) Then with a POP. I just don't care any more. It feels great, like a weight has been lifted.
2009 and beyond...
Now because of all the multiple methods I have used, I say that my battle with LS is mostly over, or at lest reached the turning point.
My main issues holding me back are
So 2009 I shall be dedicated to fixing these things and then on LS.
EDITS GO HERE ->> AKA NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS (I wanted to make sure the post was saved.